Thoughts...

"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, falling in love with you was beyond my control"

One of my students had this quote written on something he was planning to give his girlfriend. I saw it and was very impressed that a young adult could find appreciation in such a quote. I LOVED it and had to write it down, so I thought I would share it with everyone. It pretty much sums up my situation as of now. I never would have thought I would have met Nick where I did. I was born in my small town outside of Pittsburgh and lived there for twenty two years. I never even thought of going into this local "hang out". It wasn't until some old friends talked us into going. When I got there, I was a little weirded out since I knew just about everyone there...except for Nick. He was with a mutual friend that I had not seen/heard from in over a year. So, we got to talking and I totally made the first move by complementing on his shirt...now he knows it was my way to strike up a conversation...juvenile, I know, but it WORKED! From that day forward, I knew I was supposed to be with him. Whether it was in a realationship or even a really good friendship, I knew he was supposed to be a part of my life. So, to make a long story short, this quote reminds me of what happened between the two of us, besides that I think it's super cute!

I just found out today that my subbing job pretty much turned into a perminate subbing job again. I will be working here every Tuesday and Thursday (and a few days imbetween) for the Spanish teacher who had to take a leave. The other three days will be taught by a certified teacher, who teaches at a local college right now, which is why they can not be there on Tues or Thurs. I am excited but it makes my schedule even more hectic....I am now working three jobs (all part time). Hey, it keeps me busy I guess as well as provides me with money to get by!

I also found out that Nick got the job he was hoping for. I am super excited for him, but it's going to take a lot of sacrificing on our part. I totally understand though, because the money is worth it. He has to work wed-sat from either five or eight until two in the morning. This means our weekends together are not going to be often. I probably will be working Sundays, so that day is eliminated as well. He reassures me though, that things won't change...I believe him because he always sticks to his word. At the same time, he also says if we are supposed to end up together, this is his way of saving....which as a girl, I can't argue with at all. This is just going to mean that I am going to have a lot of free nights, so I need to find something that is going to keep me busy! I know Nick and my relationship is different than any other I have had before. The fact that I am realizing that this is the best, and confident that things wont change, and also I'm not freaking out or telling him he cant, I know that there is a strong bond there!

Also, last thing, I forgot to mention, his job consists of him going to local night clubs/bars and doing marketing for a national company. That scares me a little because we all know how drunk girls can be, but I trust him enough to know that nothing is going to happen. I just keep telling myself that this is all for the best, our future...well I am done discussing the few things that's happened lately...HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!

Ranting!

Well, although this may not be as exciting as one may think, there are a few things that I need to vent about...so thank you for listening because I think Nick has heard me enough and he would appreciate it as well! lol.

I recently got hired at a third job at a local tutoring center. I figured it would allow me to get some experience as well as become a resume builder for future interviews/jobs. At first, after my interview, they contacted me two weeks later and explained to me that the position had been filled, I was fine with it. Then, they called to tell me that they had another position opened and wondered if I was interested. I wasn't thinking at the time and thought, well, I always need some extra money. I am now stuck with THREE jobs. I sub, work at a local retail store, and now the tutoring center. I love teaching, so I figured it would be a great experience...but I am not so sure anymore. I thought that I would be assisting students with homework and specific skills in my content area...boy did I misunderstand. Instead, I sit there for hours at night (after subbing all day) and watch kids complete assignments given to them. They also asked me if I wanted to tutor math, I couldn't help but laugh. I usually love working, especially now living on my own, but I can't stand this job right now. The money is good but it's def not for me nor is it what I was looking for. I need to discuss the matter with my dad and see what he thinks. I have an interview tomorrow with another retail company that I think I will really enjoy (wish me luck). If that comes through, I'm really thinking about leaving after today. Oh and I forgot the thing that frustrates me the most...they want me to train for SAT prep. I hated the SATs, so it may be a nightmare for me to sit there and try to teach it to students. If I'm doing it in school as a class it will probably be dif., but one-on-one tutoring makes it a little more difficult.

Also, while working today I realized how immature people can be. Once you hit adulthood shouldn't gossip disappear? That's what I always thought...apparently NO! People with a power struggle DRIVE ME CRAZY...it's especially hard for people to listen to you when you are significantly younger than they are...IT HAS JUST BEEN ONE OF THOSE DAYS!

Well, work is finished! Thank you for listening...pray for me in the job situation!

St. Patrick's Day

Well, once again, here I am subbing at the old high school. This time I am in the science classroom and I have chemistry classes just about all day. Out of all the subjects/classes I have ever taken, chemistry is probably my worst. I CAN NOT remember a single thing! I remember some of the elements and stuff...but that's about it! I do remember what H2O is LOL!

Today is St. Patrick's Day. Although it is supposed to be in honor of a Patron Saint, somehow it has turned into a major drinking holiday. What I find funny is the idea that everyone participates in the holiday and wears green, even if they aren't the slightest bit Irish! When I went down town this past weekend, I thought what would happen if I wore an Italian shirt. I mean I have a little Irish in me, but 75% of me is Italian. If they can celebrate their heritage, I thought, why can't I celebrate mine? What would people think if I walked the streets in that shirt! It was kind of neat though to see the "sea of green" walking the streets in Pittsburgh. I love this city, we take the smallest things and make them into HUGE events...it makes it fun living here!

Speaking of the city...I saw the best shirt this weekend at the mall. It said Pittsburgh Girls...making Cleveland girls ugly since 1974. It was great! I have heard some pretty interesting puns towards the Browns...but that one may have been one of the best EVER!

Well, I best be getting back to subbing. I am off from subbing tomorrow but work my other job. I recently got hired at a tutoring center in Robinson. I am working with students of all ages in certain aspects of reading, writing, and vocabulary. I can also train to help teach SAT prep courses...not sure about that one yet. I figured by taking this job, it would help with experience and become a resume builder. Although it's tough working three jobs (well two 1/2 technically) it will help out financially. I love keeping busy...and my life has finally become busy again!

FRIDAY!!!

Well, it's Friday and I made it through an entire week of subbing in a math class. Considering I have not had math in about four years, I don't think I did too bad. As I was helping some of the students, the problems, steps, and formulas began to become familiar again. The students, for the most part, were pretty well behaved. Sometimes though, I wonder what is happening to this generation. They think that they are invincible, know everything, and are the coolest thing since sliced bread. Some of the things they say in class, I could never imagine saying when I was in school (and that wasn't even that long ago!). It makes you wonder, when do these attitudes begin to develop?!?!? Speaking of work, as of now it looks like I am not subbing anywhere next week. Although I can always use the money, I think after subbing every day for almost two months straight, it's about time I take a little break. I may be working Friday though or if I get called in because of a teacher calling off last minute. We will see!! The good thing about not working next week is that I can catch up on some applications and also Nick has off too! So, I am hoping to plan some fun (and inexpensive) things to do while we both have some free time!...I can't wait to spend the week with him!!

Tonight should be pretty eventful. A few of us are heading to Station Square, I just hope I can make it past 9:00. Getting up early six days a week (one day because of the part-time job) can really get to you! I am sure there will be pictures from tonight that I can post at a later time. Well, home room is just about over, so the teaching day begins...wish me luck!

Accomplished!!

So, now that I can barely move and the very thought of moving from one space to the next scares me, I am so thrilled to have EVERYTHING unpacked and pretty much in its place. The room is really starting to come together, and I will eventually posts pictures once the finishing touches are added. I never realized how much stuff I had until I filled up a small U Haul! Nick def. gave me a hard time of how much stuff I had, but after I was finished I gave away, threw away, or donated about 5 boxes full of stuff. I went from having the biggest bedroom at my parents to having one that is about half it's size. Even though I did downsize, I have an awesome closet, so it pays off!

I am subbing at the old high school again all this week. This time I am in the math classroom where I have frosh, juniors, and seniors. Although math is not my best subject, I must say that yesterday went very smooth. I know though if I have any questions, I can ask my dork of a boyfriend who scored perfect on the math part of his SATs, questions. That makes me feel a little more confident about getting through this week. I also have an interview next week with MHS for subbing. I have to finish my information packet and drop it off today in the central office. I also have many other things to mail including a resume and application for a head cheer coach at a local high school. I would LOVE to become a head coach for cheerleading...I miss it WAY too much!

I contacted the university I am interested in getting my maters's degree from. That is what I'll be working on all day today, while the students work on their assignments. It's kinda nice getting paid this much to babysit adults lol. Besides a lot of work and unpacking, there really is not much new going on. I have been with the boyfriend now, officially, for a month. Everything has been wonderful, and I couldn't ask for a better significant other. He means so much to me already, and I can't wait to see what the future holds!