It continues...

Well, it's been awhile since I have had the chance to write on here, not that I am complaining because I need and like to stay busy! Today was a rough one for many reasons, but I have realized a lot today. No matter how bad you may think your life sucks if you have great friends, your life is not bad at all. I really can say that I have been blessed with awesome friends. God knew what I would be going through the past year, and he placed some very special people (no names mentioned) in my life to help me through one of the most difficult things I have ever experienced. I took a deep breath today and realized that I have a lot to be thankful for. I can no longer live in the past, when I have so much ahead of me in the future to look forward to. I don't want to be that girl that relies on a guy for everything. I want to be independent and live my one life, and when God decides to send my prince, I'll know it will be at the right time. I didn't know how hard it would be to forget about someone and move on with your life. Not only is it hard to forget but its SO hurtful...I plan today to be a different person. I haven't ate much in three days and everything is just snow balling! Well, I am going to go to bed watch CSI and get ready for another week of subbing...pray for me as I go through this, mostly for strength and courage!